I often appreciate reading a whole book, like Laura Hillenbrand’s Unbroken, and just being blown away by the story in its entirety. Unbroken remains for me one of the top 10 books I’ve ever read. The fact that not only was it a true story but one ultimately ending in redemption and forgiveness, well, I just can’t recommend it enough.
Sometimes though in other books, I might only take away one thought, one idea or one quote. That one thing sticks with me more so than any other part of the book. I might enjoy the whole book, as was the case of Heart in the Right Place by Carolyn Jourdan, but there was one passage that as I read it, I just knew that it was meant for me. Has that ever happened to you?
Heart in the Right Place is kind of a “local” story for me, because it was written in and about a place that’s close to an hour away from where I live. The author was a senator’s aide in Washington, DC when circumstances dictated that she move back home to East TN to care for her aging parents. The book is an amusing and touching memoir about her adjustment to a new life in a completely familiar, yet somehow foreign place. During her period of readjusting to life into rural Appalachia, she comes to appreciate the simple truth and beauty of a life less complicated. A life where people without much exposure to things beyond the foothills of the Great Smoky Mountains possess a plain and quiet wisdom.
And it was one of those pieces of simple wisdom in the book that I knew was meant for me:
From pg. 172
“You know how in Bible stories whenever an angel shows up, first thing he always says is, “Fear not!”
“Well, it took me most of my life, but I finally figured out that he’s not trying to comfort us when he says that. He’s giving us an order. It’s a command given more than 300 times in the Bible. The Lord’s telling us not to let ourselves be afraid. We can’t afford to be scared. It just gets in the way of us doing whatever it is that we’re supposed to be doing.”
I was stunned. Such an interpretation had never occurred to me and it sure wasn’t what they taught in church. Fearlessness didn’t come from being comforted, being patted on the back by God, and having our fear reduced. It meant making a conscious decision not to indulge ourselves. We had to intentionally turn things around, like when Virgil convinced Dante that the best way out of hell was to climb up the hairy-legged devil himself.
I said, “I don’t know if I’ve got that kind of courage.”
“But that’s just it,” Fletcher said. “Everybody gets scared. It’s okay to feel scared. But you can’t let it run your life. If you’ll just mind the Lord on this one thing, you don’t hardly need any courage – or even faith.
“Just mind Him in the one thing, ” Fletcher said.
Like the author, it was a revelation to me.
A few years ago, this book was one I chose to read to my kids as our daily read-aloud in our homeschool. I chose it for no other reason than that it was a local book. I thought they’d appreciate hearing about where they grew up from a different perspective. I pretty much try to maintain a 50/50 balance of reading fiction to non-fiction, whether it’s for myself, or for when we still homeschooled. Sometimes real life is more interesting than the imagination!
Little did I know that the book I chose to read for them, really was meant for me! That one passage… meant to calm and reassure me. Meant to instruct me to “fear not.” Meant for me because at that time in my life, I had a lot of fear about the path my prodigal was on.
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10
Like the author, it hadn’t occurred to me either that not fearing was a decision we have to intentionally make for ourselves. I always assumed it meant that God himself would give me the faith to overcome the fear, not that I needed to determine whether I would give in to the fear or not.
But the more I pondered this, the more I came to see that it was something I did on an almost daily basis anyway. And if you think about it, you probably make small choices each day to not give in to fear as well…. For instance, I always have a moment of fear when I’m driving on a rainy day and I approach a curve, because a couple years ago, on a rainy day, a driver coming the opposite direction lost control of his car on a curve and hit me head on. Fortunately, we were both going slowly so no one was really hurt, but my car was totaled and I remember the feeling of utter helplessness as I watched his car careen into mine, knowing there was nothing I could do to prevent it. Yet, I still drive and make the choice to overcome that fear as I enter a curve on rainy days. Or the few times I’ve had some kind of medical procedure where anesthesia is involved, I have a twinge of fright that I might not wake up, because that happened to a neighbor of mine when I was growing up. Still, I know that the chances of that are very very slim, so I face the fear and get on with it.
Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. … Matthew 6:25-34
Knowing that I have “small” fears each and every day, but already make a conscious decision every time to face them, somehow makes it easier to know that I can choose to surmount the larger fears and doubts as well.
One thing I’ve heard almost since the day I chose to homeschool my kids was “I could never…”
“I could never homeschool my kids.”
“I could never be with them all day.”
“I could never stand having to put up with being stuck in that kind of routine each day.”
Likewise, when I decided to run a marathon, I often heard “I could never run that far.”
Well, guess what?
I had doubts. misgivings, anxiety and often moments of panic that I “could never” homeschool or run those marathons. I didn’t go into them thinking they would each be a piece of cake. Instead, I chose to approach homeschooling one day at a time, and training for the marathon one step at a time, one run at a time.
Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6
I faced my fear on a small scale, which allowed me to overcome the thing as a whole. God is so merciful to allow us the small victories. In them, we’re encouraged to know the larger ones are already won.
There really are over 300 instances in the Bible of “fear not,” but one of the most recognizable ones is:
Really, on the other side of fear is everything we ever wanted – good news of great joy!
Surely we can obey Him and choose to fear not?
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I just love this! I am going to look up those 2 books, and either get them from the library or buy them. This is how I feel. I can get scared when I think about my last year and the things that happened, and then I think, God brought me through all that, and I am still here! I make a choice not to fear. I think of it as a step of faith to move forward in spite of fear. It takes strength and builds strength…like tearing down a muscle in order for it to grow stronger. And since it is a command, I know God will give me strength to obey. Your writing always blesses me. I’m passing this one on…I hope you don’t mind, 🙂
You’ll love Unbroken. I don’t think I’ve ever read a non-fiction book that made me turn the pages like it was a thriller. Parts of it were hard to get through, but oh, so worth it!
I love this post. “Unbroken” is in my to read pile for this year. Now I’m twice as excited to get to it. 🙂
You’ll have to let me know when you’ve read it. In some places it’s very hard to get through, but it’s an incredible story.